For JEM, the greatest person I have ever met.
really do i mean that little
You > Me
Not matter what, that’s just how it is.
So, what exactly happened?
I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
who made me laugh
You aren’t the only one whose changed.
It’s been a year for God’s sake.
I’ve got more wit
a better kiss
than any girl you’ll ever meet
sweetie you have me
Oh give me thunder,
Give me lightning,
And I will give you every part of me.
Take me dancing,
Get me fucked up,
Play that ole’ guitar and we will sing.
The first part is to you, and the second to him.
I’ll be thinking about you the entire time I’m with him tonight.
I know a few things, one of them being I want us to work out. I think you do too.
Thank you for being so patient with me, I know it’s not easy. Thank you for not judging me or anything. Thank you for not leaving my side, and promising not to go anywehre.
I swear, you are the best.
Between understanding and being honest with me, I couldn’t ask for anything more, but you give it to me. You are the sweetest and most caring person I know, along with the selfless. I promise to do whatever I can to make you the happiest you can be. I promise to always be there for you, no matter what, and I promise so much more.
I’m ready, and that’s another thing I know. I wish I didn’t have to wait. Only a week longer, we can do it.
I wasn’t lying when I said you weren’t the only one to miss things. Now, I don’t know if that’s exactly what you were referring to or not, but either way, I miss them too. I don’t plan on showing anyone that anytime soon, there’s too much that could change.
Sorry for being so fucking boring.