There, that’s why. Because I actually like it when you interrupt me, which is...– Daniel Humphrey (via einschoenesleben)
please don’t act like you know me when you still think i’m the same person from 3 years ago fact of the matter is i am not. how i view life is so very different. i’m sorry you’re stuck where you are, but boy, i’m moving forward with or without you.
i’m only interesting when you’re horny
Why, after all this time, am I still struggling with this? I don’t understand.
I saw you at your lowest point; your miserable wallowing worst, pitiful and dirty, sorrowful and shamed and I still loved you
Dear JEM, You don’t read this and frankly, I don’t care. There are just some things I want to get off my chest in general but not on my actual blog 1. I want to be friends. I don’t mind the benefits one bit, but for now I don’t want more and I’m sure as hell neither do you. I feel like you think I do and that’s completely false. I don’t have time to put...
But you didn’t have to cut me off… I don’t even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough. Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.
Dear JEM, I’ll be honest, I don’t understand it. I don’t understand how you can care so much about someone and put so much effort into a friendship with someone and have them completely forget about you. I guess it’s something completely different when you never reached a true closeness, but when you did, and you’ve confided in each other information you would never share with anyone else, does...
Hate to say I told you so. Thanks for forgetting about me. I understand, but it sucks.
Dear JEM, Never thought I’d be writing these again, but we don’t talk. Well, barely, and you just never respond really. I don’t want to annoy you. I miss hanging out with you. I haven’t seen you since July. Yeah. You’re fine with that, but I am not. I will continue not to say anything because again, I don’t want to annoy you. I suck and I keep hoping for stupid...
…You said c’mon baby, it’ll be all right I must’ve been a fool to the bitter end Now I’ll hold on to hope to have you back again
really do i mean that little
You > Me Not matter what, that’s just how it is.
So, what exactly happened?
I will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how I offered you what was left of me, and I will remember your small room the feel of you the light in the window your records your books our morning coffee our noons our nights our bodies spilled together sleeping the tiny flowing currents immediate and forever your leg...
You aren’t the only one whose changed. It’s been a year for God’s sake. Whatever.
I’ve got more wit a better kiss than any girl you’ll ever meet sweetie you have me
Oh give me thunder, Give me lightning, And I will give you every part of me. Take me dancing, Get me fucked up, Play that ole’ guitar and we will sing. The first part is to you, and the second to him.
Dear JEM, I’ll be thinking about you the entire time I’m with him tonight. Mally
Dear JEM, I know a few things, one of them being I want us to work out. I think you do too. Thank you for being so patient with me, I know it’s not easy. Thank you for not judging me or anything. Thank you for not leaving my side, and promising not to go anywehre. I swear, you are the best. Between understanding and being honest with me, I couldn’t ask for anything more, but you...
I wasn’t lying when I said you weren’t the only one to miss things. Now, I don’t know if that’s exactly what you were referring to or not, but either way, I miss them too. I don’t plan on showing anyone that anytime soon, there’s too much that could change.
Sorry for being so fucking boring.
“And no matter what, he’ll never be happy with how you compliment him, because he’s so used to hearing those words. No matter what you’ll always be some girl just like the rest. He’ll never know you gave your all to him and only him, so when he says your all is enough, he won’t realize it clearly wasn’t for him. And that’s okay, because sometimes...
"Endlessly" just came on Pandora.
Why did I freeze up
Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Well Olivia’s taken But a look like her’s can be found from time to time There’s only one man in this world Who gets to sleep with her by his side Now I’m not trying to steal No love away from no one, man But if Olivia herself were at my door I’d have to say I’d let her in
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It’s been a while since I’ve written. I doubt you check my tumblr, or this tumblr, or my facebook, or anything. I probably only cross your mind when you avoid eye contact with me. Yeah, I notice. If you ever would have looked up, you would have seen my smile. I wanted to show you how I was okay, and that I was happy, but I’m sure you’ll never remember me for that....
68896.) I bet I was the best thing that happened...
petit-reve: It hurts knowing that if one day I wasn’t here, He wouldn’t even give it much thought.
You’re forgetting about me… where the hell are you and why won’t you talk to me? I’m not broken, so stop using that excuse. I’m fine. I’m ready to move forward with my life, with us. In all honesty I want you to put aside your fear and just try it. Why spend life waiting? Stop. Come back. Please? It’d make me happy, and you happy. Why are you so unhappy? I...
I love you. I am here for you.
friendstheyarejewels: Always remember that.
If you ever read this, I want you to know things still aren’t over. I want you to realize that if you ever think you made a mistake, I’ll be willing to work at stuff. I’d be what I prefer. I hate seeing you unhappy. I just needed to get that off my chest. MKD